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i'm sick of my house!! AAAAHHH!! All week we've been outa skool cause of a snow storm....and i hear we're home tomorrow 2....AHH! that means when monday (please...let us have skool monday....) comes, i'd been stuck at home for 9 STRAIGHT DAYZ!!!!! the TORTURE!!! i had opportunities to blog...since internet is my life now...but life's been SO BORING that my entries would have been POINTLESS!! even the Sims is boring to me now!! (i never thought that day would come...::sob::) So..since my life sux...lets skip on over to my reality t.v. shows:

Joe Millionaire The finale was finally shown: Zora won! yay! That blonde gurl, Sarah was a ho!!! And she was just in it for the $$. I was laughing when he told her he didn't have a million dollars. Shes all (super fake, girly voice) "But did u think that mattered to me???" OF COURSE IT DID!! haha! Zora was my favorite...shes normal and so nice. And she's not a ho! Heck..she didnt kiss him til like the second to last episode..and even that wasn't real big. im like..yup..Sarah's gonna feel like an idiot! dats whatcha get for going in the woods! haha. lol. Tho i was mad at the "surprise twist." i mean..i was happy that Zora got something out of it...but it was a dumb twist. These ones woulda been better:
1) if one of the girls had been a millionaire.
2) If Zora never came back to accep the ring
3) if one of the girls was gay
4) if Joe Millionaire was gay
5) if Joe Millionaire fell in love w/ the guy producer.
yup...now that would have been entertainment!!
Joe Millionaire wasn't all that tho...he wasn't cute (looked like a great big hairy Neanderthal), and he was so slow!! ("duh.." "darf..." ::scratches head:: "duh....dowh....i dunnoo...") I mean..he looked like he was seeing EVERYTHING for the first time!! (::stares at food...sticks his fork in brownie...takes fork out and sniffs it; then makes face::) And he was a horrible liar! ("duh...whats my middle name???") i mean...those girls were slow for not picking up on anything. I gotta give Melissa (curly, black haired biotch) credit there tho...i think she was catching on a bit. like in the car that time. she was like "you're good at keeping secrets." and he was like "really?" ("duh.....") and she was like "Yeah. You've been doing it....the whole time." im like...yup...she knos somethings up.
But Joe Millionaire isnt over yet....now there's "Joe Millionaire: the Aftermath." o wow. gotta watch that (not). They're gonna milk this show for all its worth...and ima sucker for reality t.v.....so ima end up watching it....darn.

And now its American Idol time!!! My FAVORITE SHOW! Ok...the pple who went on this week was Vanessa (u kno..the strange little girl w/ the pink hair) and Ricky ("Hercules! Hercules!"). I was actually counting on Vanessa (she's funny) and Jordan...u kno that HOT Hawiian guy. o well...Ricky's cool too...i don't think he'll last long...but he's cool. And Vanessa's great. She sings great and the best thing is her personality. Heres what i love about her: Shes different from everyone else...BUT SHES NOT PUNK!!! YAY!! im sick of all these people (Nikki from American Idol 1, Avril Lavegne, etc) claiming they dont follow the crowd and they have their own style, and they are different...and they are SO HAPPY THEY ARE PUNK!! im like PUNK IS NOT DIFFERENT! The punk thing is a TREND!! They all like...yeah..im a rebel...i wear ties and Vans and spikes....i skateboard and play guitar...no one else is like me....B.S.!!!!! Every skool has kids that are self-proclaimed punks. They hate on the preps and think they are the real deal...riite....im like...ok..look at that kid over there..who dresses like u...and also plays guitar...and claims to be a punk...sorry sweetie....ur not the only punk out there... :) And it made me SOOOO mad...on American Idol....anyone who looked a little like a rocker or punk person automatically got told from Simon or Paula or Randy that they have a "great personality" or a "unique image." im like....HELLO!! Look at Pink or Avril for crying out loud!! These are copycats!!!

Ok..im done ranting about how the punk thing is overdone. Now to talk about the 1 hour American Idol Special, the "Best of the Worst." Now THIS was funny!! The gay guy w/ the thong and split pants was on again...haha. And Keith...my FAVORITE (lol) made an appearance ("like a virgin.....") haha! the guy is HILARIOUS! and must we forget Edgar?? u kno...("U can RUUUUUUUUNNNNN..::falls to his knees::.U can RUUUUNNN u can hide but u can't escape my love love love") haha. the guy that wouldn't leave! omg! They showed that he actually went to ANOTHER audition after he got kicked out of the New York one! He flew himself to the LA audition...and put on an ingenious disguise (he brushed his hair up..not down) and sung another song that was just as horribly bad. funny stuff! The judges of course recognized him right away and told him that he wasn't coming to Hollywood so to stop coming to auditions. He of course is still smiling and nodding like he thinks he'll make it there somehow. I swear...some of these pple are CRAZY!! lol Then there were lotsa twins they showed....there were like 5 sets i saw on that show!! And they all sung together!! im like...BEING A TWIN DOESNT MAKE U SPECIAL!!!! Like the two that sung "Fallin." They were good and i liked how they passed the first audition...but at the next thing they carried the twin thing out waaay too long. They were finishing eachothers sentances and saying everything together...im like..its not cute anymore...its ANNOYING!! so yuppers. thats all for reality t.v. now! c u guyz later...IM SPENT! (haha...gotta love that ripped-jeans guy..)

hey again...i feel bad for leaving u with that sucky blog entry from 20 minutes ago...so i come back. read gregs blog...funny.....as always....darn him....always makes his blog interesting...

read Gonzo's blog....terrorism stuff in there...Now theres 2 things in the news now: 1) snow 2) terrorism alerts. We've been on high forever...its sorta scary actually. i mean...when u think about how just at any given moment...we can all be bombed and gone...without any warning...it sorta sux. And terrorists are all over...we cant win. And now im hearing North Korea has some missle or something that can reach the U.S...im like...geez..first Iraq now North Korea??? please...one country at a time! lol j/k.

And i dont really kno how i feel about war. I dont like it...i think its stupid how so many people die for pointless reasons....revenge is the most pointless. But i do support our military...and i feel sorry for Bush....note: i DONT LIKE BUSH....but hes had very tough times as president and i gotta give him props for hanging in there.

So should we go to war or not??? Here is myself arguing w/ myself:
Angel Child says: No war! War is bad! Especially since we dont have much support from other nations...we dont wanna seem imperialistic (is that a word?) or like the big bad power-hungry Americans..how'd we get that image anyways?? War just causes more war...lets be peaceful.

Devil Child says: Lets go to war. I really, really think that another huge attack will happen to America, so why should we just wait for that to happen? And u kno after it happens, all Americans will get blood-thirsty and want revenge like after 9/11/01...lets just skip the wait and nuke somebody!!

The Combined Child says: we're screwed. I really think another attack will happen, but i kno we won't have other nations backing us in war until that attack happens. So ya just gotta wait and hope ur not that unlucky person that gets attacked. Which sorta puts me in a retarded position: just outside of DC..our nation's capital. Not too far from Baltimore...Maryland's largest city....and practically right across the street from Andrews Air Force Base....so yeah...im screwed...darnit.

Question: WHY DOES EVERYONE HATE AMERICA??? What did we do??? Everyones like...we're the world power! they wanna knock us down. It used to be comforting that we were #1...now i dunno. I mean...are we really #1 anymore?? We haven't been to war in such a long time...how do we know we're still any good? What if we just think we're number one, just cause no one has proved us wrong yet? thats real scary...

But im like...we all are gonna die someday...you cant live ur life in fear....i mean come on!! Our chances of getting shot out on the street are worse than us getting attacked by a terrorist! People are all panicing...buying duck tape and plastic sheeting...im like...yeah....thats really gonna protect u from anthrax... uh-huh..u do that. I heard something funny on the radio the other day, and im gonna leave u with this joke: "Everyone's buying plastic sheeting just in case of a terrorist attack. I dont get it...someone fill me in: If plastic can protect us from radiation; then why the hell does it melt in the microwave??"

::the sKy is FALLing!! The SkY is fallING!! no wait...n/m...its just snow..::

hey pple!! its snowing!! alot!!! because of it, out Saturday swim meet was canceled and changed to tomorrow..but i think that will get canceled..so it wont be til march 1st...yes! lol.
ok.....quick recap of the week:
Most days were super sucky.....2 much stress!! Especially thursday!! I had 3 tests (including in physics and precal!!) and a quiz...not good day. I kno i got a 74% on precal...decent...not great but not bad. physics i kno i failed. Stayed afterschool for adkin's on mon. and wed., FBLA on thurs. and swim practice on friday..we played water polo!! it was fun...girls against guys....we got crushed tho...like 16 to 1 or somethin...i love water polo!! lol. Valentines Day was nice....ate 2 much chocolate. For FBLA i helped w/ our fundraiser...we were taking V'Day pictures...it was cool and i think it worked out pretty well. and thats all i care to blog about.

o yeah!!!! saw Lindsay, Mark and Andrew on Its Academic yesterday morning!! awwww!!!! lol. u all did good! screw banaker! (sp?) lol
yup yup.....u can tell i dont feel like blogging...so ill quit acting like i wanna type and ill go now. ttyl and check back when im in a better mood! lol haha...byee